Time to get some sleep. I feel rested. Did some yoga today and then I meditated for a while. Alice did her best to do the same thing ;) I wish that a simple thought could make me feel calm. Normally I try to think about things I appreciate, but maybe I should start thinking about things that make me content and calm. Things that make me stay in the moment. Hmm... One year ago I was out drinking beer with some of my best friends. I felt really good that evening. I felt fulfilled. This song is for Kristina, Vendela and Jonas.
Sweet dreams.
söndag 31 maj 2009
fredag 29 maj 2009
Uninvited
I am like a baby. If I don't eat or sleep regularly, I get really cranky. Some of my friends have noticed this. And they take precautions. I have one friend that brings me chocolate when we are going for a walk because he knows I will get cranky after a while. Bon peu importe. I am writing this because I haven't slept that much this week, which means that I am really tired right now. I have had one of the most fun and interesting weeks in Grenoble. The result? Tired as hell. So that's why I am off to bed. What I am going to dream about? All the people I have met this week, and all unexpected events ;) Sleep well!
torsdag 28 maj 2009
Knivhuggarrock
Sometimes, I have moments of clarity. All fears are replaced by pure and simple clarity. I forget about time and space and everyone around me. My tongue acts on its own, and I do things other people normally wouldn't do. I love when this happens. I feel lika a free spirit with no worries whatsoever. The moment doesn't last more than a second, but the effect of it can last for a couple of hours. I had such a moment yesterday. Very much to my own surprise I heard myself pronouncing words I hadn't expected to say. It was hilarious. I laughed for two hours afterwards. I laugh at this very moment when I think about it.
You should let your self go more often!
You should let your self go more often!
onsdag 27 maj 2009
Callin' U
I don't want this moment to pass. I just want to lie in my bed and listen to music and try to keep this evening and these feelings alive as long as possible. I feel good. And sad. And hopeful. I wish I was enough to reach out to other people. To touch them. To make them feel what I am feeling right now. It is such a good feeling. It isn't a happy feeling, it's peace of mind. Acceptance and contentment. That is what I am feeling.
måndag 18 maj 2009
Valerie
I feel so content. And it feels really good to say it :) Had one of the best weekends so far in Grenoble. We went for another hike in the mountain, this time climbed Chamrousse. Less steep than last weekend and the weather was much better. The weather was so good that I looked like a roasted tomato when we got back to Grenoble :) But it was worth it!
I realized something today (although it might not come as a surprise for you...). I am REALLY impatient. And I can't really make up my mind... I realized this during class today :) And after having admitted that to myself, I felt really content and that feeling has lasted all day :)
Isn't that great or what?!?!
I realized something today (although it might not come as a surprise for you...). I am REALLY impatient. And I can't really make up my mind... I realized this during class today :) And after having admitted that to myself, I felt really content and that feeling has lasted all day :)
Isn't that great or what?!?!
fredag 15 maj 2009
In my secret life
The best thing I know is to not set the alarm and sleep as long as I can. When I wake up I get dressed so I can go to the bakery and buy croissants and pains au chocholat. Then, I go home and make myself a cappuccino, go to my room, put on some music and have breakfast while looking out on the green trees and the blue sky. Simply put, the best thing I know is eating and listening to music :D
This is how I spent my morning. How did you make your morning special? Or did you make it special for someone else ;) ?
This is how I spent my morning. How did you make your morning special? Or did you make it special for someone else ;) ?
torsdag 14 maj 2009
Lucky
Today I realized that I could understand almost everything my professor said :) Isn't that cool or what?! I also attended a conference about how you can avoid certain risks when hiking or skiing in the mountains. It was really interesting. Useful as well (I'm going hiking on sunday) ! Now I am off to bed, and I am looking forward to sleep really long tomorrow :)
Goodnight!!! Sweat dreams :)
Goodnight!!! Sweat dreams :)
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